SCOURGESTAR

SCOURGESTAR
thirty six moons | tom | fireclan | leader

personality: Abused as a kit, Scourgestar learned to treat others as harshly and as critically as he had been. Now, he isn't really judged anymore because of the false, intimidating bravado he's got going on, but on the inside he's a wreck. He's got so many issues with himself that he's never taken the time to work out and they can affect him one minute and then not affect him the next. He's learned a little how to control his feelings around others, how to hide them, and how to wear a mask more solid than his clan's camp. But there is still learning to be done, learning that he really doesn't have time for anymore now that he's a leader. Scourgestar became a leader to help better Fireclan and it's members become stronger and wiser, or so he has said, but there is no hiding the past and what it did to him mentally and how it affects his actions. He wanted to become a leader to show his mother that he wasn't worthless. That and he needed to prove to himself that he was strong but, oh, how he learned to be strong in all the wrong ways. He is aware of the psychology behind his actions and the actions of others, and is able to read others, especially those close to him, very well. There are times where he may even become a little too controlling with those that he can read best but he is really just controlling in general. The lack of control he had over his childhood is making him fiend for it now. Thankfully, he's very protective of what he's accomplished and would never let anything happen to Fireclan or its members; he's very valiant and brave; at the same time he's thinking for himself while also thinking for the clan. Scourgestar is a complex character, one that would take a wiser cat to crack.
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important history: Not too long after he became leader, Scourgestar took on a mentor. A young she-cat much like himself. He trained her to become the warrior she is to this present day.
descriptions: Click! Darker Abyssinian with very light green, almost opalescent eyes
roleplay sample:

[/b]" The dark tom cat called to his fellow Fireclan cats, his voice deep like the ravine, and the echo cascaded through the still air which was quickly alive with murmurs and meows. Cats came from every crevasse, every nook and cranny, and gathered at the center. Scourgestar had a smile on his face, "Friends, today the cobra who killed Autumndream's she-kit last moon was dragged from the mass of rocks of which he hides in and was beheaded. Ashkit's name has been vanquished!" If such a thing wasn't important to the others he truly didn't care, but he had cared for Ashkit in her few moons of life. There had been something about her; he had seen potential in her; the good things in life always seemed to be taken away from them but he made things work, he got stronger, strong enough to forever protect the boundaries of Fireclan's territory.[/ul]
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